Welcome to the anxitey update

 they are always watching me.. every single move, judging i cant esacpe it ill never escaoe it not as long as im alive, but im not gonna die. ill stay on this god forsaken planet as long as my internal clock wishes never escaping :P that doesnt mean i want to die. i just dont want them to see me.
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Why does it always feel like they are watching me why cant i do anything without fear that ill get picked on the fear that they all secretly resent me it never goes away
UGH you ever feel like there is a huge pit in your stomach for no reason

5 family members of mine have died this year, its really taken a toll on my mothers mental health. im worried about her she was in the hostpital for 3 days for heart issues. its scary. ive had to grow up too fast there is so much trauma i have experianced it really sucks

i miss my dog. she died in april on the eigth (the same day the last episode of toh came out) i cant even try to be happy when\ the aniversery of that episode comes out because all i can remember from that day is euthinizing my puppy she was 3. i really miss her.